Psychologically How Do You Explain This Incident That Happened to Me? or Could It Be a Miracle from God?

I was suffering from a mental problem (which I cant mention here) and I was an atheist(ex-Christian).

The problem was getting so serious that one night in bed I could not get sleep.
I was literally crying crying crying, turning and tossing on the bed for THREE HOURS
I could not get sleep and I was about to burst from inside..

Though I was an atheist, On an impulse, I knelt on the bed and cried out to Jesus to give me
peace at least for that night.

I just prayed to him for JUST 30 seconds (tears still rolling down from my eyes) and lied down.
I knew only when I lied down and immediately the next second I fell asleep.
The morning I woke up and was really puzzled.

What happened to me when I cried out to lord Jesus? I was crying for 3 hours without sleep and
the very next second after I (an atheist) really cried out to Lord from my heart, I instantly fell asleep.

Is there ant psychological reason for this? Or could it be a miracle?

Below are the points to consider
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1) I was an atheist and never read Bible/attended a church for the last four years until that
incident happened to me on that night. So, I was completely uninfluenced by Christianity for four
years till that night.

2) I have strong feeling that the reason why I fell asleep could not be because of any delusion
or hallucination. Because, I DID NOT DRIFT TO SLEEP SLOWLY. I fell asleep IMMEDIATELY the next second.

3) I knelt and prayed to God for just 30 seconds. That was not a long time and also while praying I was crying.

Now, I am unable to make a decision whether to believe in God or Not.
If it was just a hallucination that night, I would ignore God.
Otherwise I will have to pursue my Christian faith again

Suggestion:

Do you want to be hit on the head with a cross from the skies before you believe?

{ 2 comments… read them below or add one }

God is real and he has done much more amazing stuff then that. Some Atheist might try to claim that this was just the placebo effect or create some other excuse not to believe but when you feel that you're ready God will accept you as his child again.

You can't just fall asleep so fast on you're own so i would say that it was God that made you fall asleep so fast :)

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