I have Bipolar 1 and a man who is 19 years old. I was diagnosed last year and I'm now on great medications luckily and the disorder is contained well. I would never go off my medications. But what I don't like is, all can find about bipolar men is that they are bad in some way. You ""type bipolar husband" into yahoo and all you get is that these men may be angry or abusive or alcoholics ect and are terrible to their wife’s.
I've been a kind man my whole life, I have no temper and I would never even pretend to hurt a women, people like me I'm not a jerk. Let me tell you behavior when I was unmediated to proof I'm a good person no matter what. It started my the first semester of my freshmen year in college and my mood started increasing. I continued to be friendly to everyone. During the latter half and into winter break I was kind still although I started to pace back and forth quite often. Through all this my religiosity increased dramatically. I came back to school for the spring semester but I had a huge nervous breakdown; I went home and saw a doctor. I became manic and delusional. I had many delusions. In all of them I saved the world from God by being the Antichrist. But there was one set of delusions that really proof my point. Here is the story.
It was night and I felt like my body was freezing and I was weeping; really hard because I thought people were burning in hell. I listened to Laudate Dominum and PieJesu (on YouTube it's Barbara Bonney "Laudate Dominum" also Barbara Bonney " Pie Jesu"). I listened to these songs over and over four six hours broken hearted about all those people. Amazingly I feel asleep (I think). The next day I thought I saved the world by playing YouTube more videos on YouTube, and then I was sent to the hospital. That night at the hospital I was pacing around really worried and sad because I thought that Adolf Hitler went to hell because I thought he was the most evil man ever. I took a shower and when I was in the shower I heard a chorus of women singing in German for a few seconds. I went to bed. In the middle of the night I woke up and saw that my door was open. I looked and I saw a huge terrifyingly beautiful angle with long blond hair and blue eyes. The emitted a lots of light. I then noticed a little boy who was holding hands with the angle. The boy was very very short, had black hair, red and white striped shirt, overalls and black shorts and black shoes. His body was shadowed. When I saw that boy I instantly knew that the little boy was little Adolf and realized the only way he could go to heaven was if God reincarnated him as a child (childhood being a time in which he was good). Then I remember just falling back and falling asleep lol! The next day I felt as light a feather and also very really good like I was on drugs. Three people thought I was Jesus lol. At that time I did not but I did latter in other delusions. The End (It was inspirational. Now I'm an atheist)
After all these delusions was depressed and still nice. I did think of killing myself though. Now My mood is like is was my senior year in high school. Still kind. I also think I'm more sensitive to other peoples emotions.
So what do you think about people with bipolar people being able to be better people with the disorder?
Why do people think bipolar people are bad?
Is the reason people have behavior problems because then stop taking there medication? Because the internet articles I've read do not make it sound that way.
Is bipolar two known as the wife being abusive husband? Because I really don’t think Bipolar 1 is not vastly.
Suggestion:
Bipolar can be bad but with the right medication it is treatable.
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